Indecisiveness lathered through my mind. Pushed away the ones who tried to get close and provide me with love. I'm lost in my mind.
Lost in thoughts of you, lost in thoughts of what could have been. Lost in thoughts of you. Pushed away the ones I love. All because of you.
Track Name: Stay
Winter came around, it it stole the grace from my heart, the rain washes over and drowns me out. Nobody asking me why I'm so scared. You can listen but you can't pretend. I knew who you said you once were, but you left who you were behind.
Stay awake on this winter night, making promises that never seem to be kept. Please stay, I know it is cold outside, but I want to make sure you're contentful now. And I'm so sorry for breaking myself down, but you're not sorry for letting down your friends.
Track Name: Everything I Thought I Loved, Is Everything I No Longer Want
I used to have ambitions that I could be who and what I wanted to be, but I I am disoriented. They're is nowhere to be found.
I've been sleeping on the couch with my clothes on, because I can't stand whats dragging me deeper this time. I feel remorse for my own decisions, and I empathise myself as much as you do me.
I'm sorry for the hopelessness, but I just can't change it.
And I know this is apathetic, let it change
Tonight I learnt that everything is a is not what I thought it once was. All I have dreamt of and had all I had aspired to be means nothing to me anymore. Everything I thought I loved is everything I no longer want. I just hope that one day I have something beautiful to look back on.